Friday, December 20, 2013

Completely Burnt OUT ~ Friday Free Write

Today I'm burnt out. It's not that I can't work out, I just don't care to today. Which has been my attitude all week. I'm burnt out from being sick (which I've been trying to hide), 3 kids being sick (they always seem to be dying at night, you know, screaming crying the works), work overload thanks to last year stuff, and Christmas stuff at home. Today is also my last day of work before my vacation and I'm planning to use the time off to do some serious working out. No really, I am. I like to do 30 minute sessions, but with time constraints during the work week I just can't do that without getting burnt out fast. Starting Saturday I plan to do at least 1 hr and 30 mins of walking with jogging. I need to kick this body into gear. 11 lbs to go and I want it bad, but I've got to find the motivation to do it. Is there a store for that?

Last night my hubby agreed that it's time for me to once again purchase a smaller size of work pants. When and IF I get them, they will be a size 8, which is the smallest I've been since my pre-teen years. I'm looking forward to this moment, however, with as lazy as I've been the last week I know I don't deserve it. I just hope they fit. My current 10's are sagging in the butt. While some people like them slack, I don't. I like form fitting pants. I wish I could wear my yoga pants all day. Love those things.

I must find a way to hold myself accountable. I have to get these workouts in. So here is my schedule:

Sat 1 1/2hrs: INCOMPLETE
Sun 1 1/2hrs: INCOMPLETE
Mon 1 1/2hrs: INCOMPLETE
Tues 1 1/2hrs: INCOMPLETE
Wed (Christmas day)
Thurs 1 1/2hrs: INCOMPLETE
Friday OFF
Sat 1 1/2hrs: INCOMPLETE
Sun 1 1/2hrs: INCOMPLETE

If I don't drop the last lb to my 90lb goal I'll be so sad.


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